The Unspoken. The Unsent.

To my beloved parents..

I am sorry. Sorry for not being the bright child you are hoping I would be. I am sorry to disappoint you in a way that you are feeling ashame of having me as your son. Though I am trying to set things right, I know that things will never be the same, and I can never make you guys proud.

I'm sorry I don't own a fancy car like some of your friend's son or daughter. I am sorry I don't own a piece of paper called 'Master' or 'Degree' or something like that. I am sorry to disappoint you over and over again with my bad attitude and ruthless way of thinking. I am so sorry. Though I love both of you equally with my heart and soul, I know now that I can never hear laughters from both of you, and I can never feel the loving touch of a father used to give to his child when the child needed him the most. I am sorry. I love both of you so much that I'll die for you. Both of you are the King and Queen of my heart. I wish both of you would just stop and turn around, coz I am always right here behind you all, hoping that you would need me one day. And I am still waiting...

To my dear little sister,

Oh how you have grown into such a fine young lady! Though you do look like a boy sometimes :P I truly look at you as the young, vulnerable girl just like when you were born. I truly love you, you are truly my pride and joy. Though sometimes I act like a complete moron, I certainly wish that I could lift you up when you are down. I am sorry for not being the best brother you've ever known. I am sorry that I am not there when you needed me. And I am sorry for not being able to give you the best advice when you need them. I am sorry.

To all of my bestest friend a person could ever have,

I know you guys will disagree on this entry. But heck, I am dead bored now. Thank you guys. Though I always act like a complete idiot, you guys are the ones who helped me out when I was down. Yeah, I know, you all didn't literally helped me, but being there and makes me laugh is the best thing a person could have ever done to me. I am sorry I am not the best of friends you guys can have, I hope our friendship would last forever. InsyaAllah..

To the girl who stole my heart,

I am sorry for not being there for you when you were down. I am sorry for not being able to hug you when you need me. Your smile makes my day, and hear this.. I L.O.V.E Y.O.U! Your presence soothes my aching heart, and receiving your sms-es really put a smile on my empty heart. I certainly wish I could fly over to your room and hug you until the end of time, yet I do not have the power nor the authority to do so. So all I can do is hope for the best. I am sorry. I am sorry for causing you grieve and sadness.

All I wanted was for all of you to be happy for knowing me. If any of you felt that it is a mistake to even know me, then I am sorry. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. I love all of you. Thank you for everything that you all have done for me....

Love of my life, you hurt me,
You broken my heart, now you leave me.

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life dont leave me,
Youve stolen my love now desert me,

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there by your side,
To remind how I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life,
Love of my life.

*sigh*

D.A.R.K A.E.O.N.S

It's decided.

I am gonna replay Final Fantasy X : International, and I am gonna beat the crap out of those dark aeons and Penance himself.

For those who didn't know what the heck am I talking about, dark aeons the evil version of Yuna's aeons (or summonned beast in general gaming terms), and is considered as the most hardest optional bosses in FF histories, having maxed out stats and devastating attack which always follows with status effects. Penance is the last optional boss in FFX:I, if u can beat all of the dark aeons, Penance will appear on the world map.

Wish me luck guys, hell I am gonna need it A LOT!!

Prince...

Prince Of Darkness

My victims are rich of poor, young or old, strong or weak
I cause millions of accidents, I am cancer in your bones
I fathered the lie, twist what you say, speak not the truth
I am insidious, impartial, deep inside your chromosomes

I take what you love, and leave you in tears
I imprison your soul, your hopes are my games
I strip you of pride, my promise is in vain
While you burn at the stake I dance with the flames

I bring poverty, sickness and death
A worthless handshake, the slickest thief, I steal your wealth
I answer your prayers for greed and lust
More than evil, I laugh at your trust

I am more powerful than all the armies of the world
I am more violent than violence, more deadly than death
I have destroyed more men than all the nation's wars
I am relentless, unpredictable, waiting for your last breath

Evil, more evil than violence
Violent, more violent than death
Deadly, more deadly than man
I am yeah, yeah, I'm evil I am

My kingdom corrupt with dissent
Your sins erupt by my intent
I loathe your prayer, I wallow in sin
Let the nightmare begin
Prince of darkness, your satanic highness
Prince of darkness, the devilish serpent, the dreaded Lucifer
Prince of darkness

I take what you love, and leave you in tears
Imprison your soul, your hopes are my games
I strip you of pride, my promise is in vain
While you burn at the stake I dance with the flames

Prince of darkness, your satanic highness
Prince of darkness, the most beautiful angel
Prince of darkness, the devilish serpent, the dreaded Lucifer
Prince of darkness, unpredictable, the prince of darkness
Prince of darkness