Sunday, October 28, 2007

Hades

I am so freaking down. Everyone seems to be doing so well and I am happy for 'em. My best-butt, I mean, bud, Shah, now got a job in Kiswire (is this how u spell it, bitch?), and he's making quite progress. Injured his knee during the process of 'sitting down' (or so he said) and end up having that weird chinese patch on his left knee. But he is doing great and I am proud to be his friend. Hahaha dah keje baru tau penat kan kimak? :P

Princess Lilo, now she's made a HUGE, and I do mean, HUGE, progress in her life. Her Mr.Panjang did that merisik thing and yeah she's gonna get married. Boo hoo the nightmare came true. I am finally losing my bestest friend I ever had. Dah tak bole lagi ajak lepak2, although I know that Panjang doesn't mind at all. Kene hormat maaa.. orang sudah mau kawin... hahaha... Princess, I am proud of you. Finally ader orang jaga dah.. I can rest in peace knowing that you are in good hands. Tapi jangan risau.. anak ko tetap akan ku goda supaya menyertai diriku ini hahahaha!!! *Hari ini uncle Just ajar mende baru*

Fariz is doing his master, and he's doing great. Well at least that's what he told me. It's kinda ironic. You see.. Fariz sucks big time in Chemistry back in our high school days. And when I say sucks, I mean sucks... He can even sleep in the damn class, and he even showed me his report card and trust me, it ain't pretty hahahahaha....

Bayah @ Kak Noi dah lama tak contact. She's damn busy kat Pontian, ntah ape tah die buat. Tapi she's such a nice Big Sis. Rindu nak sepak pelipat dier huhu... But she's doing great. Offered hell of an advice, though sometimes her words seems like a freaking drunk woman trying to pretend that she is a cowgirl.

Firdauz @ Bullu @ Boo Loo is currently posted in Pontian. He said that he's starting to like that place. Forgot the name of the place but I'm sure he'll be happy and content there. Though he seems more sissy now (kimak ajak jam penatlah, demamlah.. ngada2), but he's fun to be with.

Elaine, last I've heard from her, is STILL babysitting that Izz dude. Hehehe.. belajar2 tinggi2, balik umah jadi nanny. Tapi takpe, she seems to enjoy it, and she's having that bond/chemistry thing with that kid. I think that kid is calling her 'mama'.. I wonder does she even breast-feed Izz? Ugly.. ugly sight... T.T

Other's are moving on towards their lives the normal way. Going to work, work like their lives depends on it (which it is), go home, sleep, repeat step one. The same goes for me. Oh I am changing my job (again). Now I'll be serving Lynn's company, Auspac Solutions, as a System Support. I am also trying to learn PHP, I wonder what does that means. Hahaha.. I guess I am moving on, too.

Life is really challenging me. I have to face it up, and the most scariest part is that I am facing it alone. Family is there but hey, people don't know the darkest part of my life, my family etc. People around me are pushing me around, putting the blame on me. Yeah, let the black sheep of the family took the blame. Let the most unsuccessful, most lamest of 'em, took the blame.

I hate these people. Tau lah aku bodoh tapi tak payahlah blame aku. Sampai bila? Just because I dun have a fucking degree, a fucking master, doesn't mean that I don't have the right to live, the right to love and be loved. Damn it..

I miss her...

Sunday, October 07, 2007

I.S.L.A.M

I've always browse around www.youtube.com, searching for any new videos and stuff that I like. Most of the times I'll search for live videos from my favourite band and, of course, some of the gruesome death videos. From execution to accidents, you name it, I'll search for it! But, I've come across some of the videos that has something to do with religion, mainly Islam. Some comments on Islam without actually know what is Islam. SOOOO I decide to blog about Islam. This does not means that I am such a devoted and pious muslim. This is what I truly believes in and this is all I can do thus far to fight and protect the religion which I love so dearly.

Islam is a religion brought to Earth by Prophet Muhammad S.A.W. The word "ISLAM" derived from an arabic word "SALAM" which means "Safe" or "Tranquility" "Serenity". The word "Islam" itself, in fact, was not given by the Prophet Muhammad, but it was given by Allah Himself.

"This day have I perfected your religion for you, completed My favour upon you, and have chosen for you Islam as your religion"
Holy Quran, Al-Maidah:3

So basically Islam is NOT a religion INVENTED by Muhammad S.A.W, but it's a religion which is from Allah and was given to us through Muhammad S.A.W.

So basically Islam does not promote killings of the non-believers. This is proven when Muhammad S.A.W himself opens up Madinah and allows the Jewish to settle there alongside the fellow muslim. Islam taught us to defend ourself, killing is only if there is NO OTHER SOLUTIONS. We do have capital punishment, but this is done only after ALL OF THE REQUIREMENT WERE MET and not SOME OF THE REQUIREMENT! Even if all of the requirement were met, if the family of the victims decide to forgive the condemned, the condemned is set free, but he/she will have to pay the victim's family some amount, be it in order of cash, or cattle etc.

People out there say something bad about Allah, about Muhammad, and about the Holy Qur'an. Heck they even say that the Qur'an copies the bible etc. This is not so. It's simple. If the Qur'an were copies of the Bible, then I'd say that the Bible is a copy of Torah, since Torah came before Bible. In the Bible, there is the Old Testament, it is said to be Moses's book, and the New Testament, said to be Jesus's book. Yet we, the muslim, strongly believes that there's NEW testament, there's OLD testament, and heck there must be some sort of and FINAL Testament to clarify both books. Yeah you've guessed it, we believed that Al-Qur'an is the LAST TESTAMENT send down to us to clarify all the other books. We, the muslims, MUST believe the other books, the Psalm (Zabur), Torah (Taurat), Bible (Injil) and Al-Qur'an. So we do not actually say they are 100% wrong, we are saying that Muhammad S.A.W came to perfected the religion and to unite all the people under one God.

But of course there are some of the religions which clearly oppose Muhammad's teachings. The Christian's trinity concept if one of them. We believe that Jesus is Allah's Prophet, one of the five Ulul'azmi or Great Prophet. He did preach to his people, yet he DID NOT DIE on the cross. He was ascended to Heaven with Allah's Will and he will descend back to Earth to fight and kill Dajjal (or Anti-Christ as the Christians calls him).

Look at it this way. Bible did not teach the Christians how to handle those who commits blasphemy, or adultery, or thief etc. How those previous people punish the criminal is based on human thoughts. But the Bible stated that these people have commited sins and God hated them until they repent. But with the coming of Al-Qur'an, it's stated in it that God hated them until they repent, they have commited sins, just like the Bible BUT WITH ONE MORE THING, the punishment they must faced to balance the justice.

Muhammad S.A.W does not copy the Bible, this is not possible. He can't even read! The original Bible came from Allah S.W.T. so does the Al-Qur'an. There is so many scientific prove in the Qur'an to prove that it is from Allah and NOT from a human's writing. I'll blog about this later on.

I wish that you, who is reading my blog right now, to stop and think about Islam. It doesn't matter if you are a muslim or not. Stop judging Islam. Don't say things that you don't know. I believe that all religion teaches their believers to do good deeds.

So please stop hating Islam.