S.O.S

TRUST
Megadeth

Lost in a dream
Nothing is what it seems
Searching my head
For the words that you said

Tears filled my eyes
As we said our last goodbyes
The sad scene replays
Of you walking away

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

Time and again
She repeats let's be friends
I smile and say yes
Another truth bends,
I must confess

I try to let go, but I know
We'll never end 'til we're dust
We lied to each other again
But I wish I could trust

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

God help me please, on my knees
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
Now there's nothing we trust

How could this be happening to me
I'm lying when I say, "Trust me"
I can't believe this is true
Trust hurts
Why does trust equal suffering

Absolutely nothing we trust

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If only.. If only I could turn back the hands of time... My hours are numberless, my days are gloomy....

Funny, funny how one should have to go on suffering, when everyday I pray with all my might.. "Please come back to me...". Words are meant nothing. Feelings were hurt. Hearts were broken. And life will never be the same again. Can't the world see? She was my world, my heart, my soul. Without her, I lost my will to carry on. I've always been a fighter, but without her, I just gave up. The emptiness is filling me again. How can I go on my life without her by my side?

I miss her laugh. I miss her frown. I miss her yellings. I miss her hugs. I miss her kisses. I miss her "I love u tapi" messages. I miss her "Sayang, windu" messages. I miss the times when I hafta console her for hurting her. I miss her uncontrollable laugh. I miss the way she hugs me when I finished working late. I miss the smile when she said "It's ok if u smell. I love u the way u are." I miss her.

Her.

She was everything to me. Now everything is gone. My world is empty. Love is gone.

Love is dead...

And I wish I could follow it...

Please make the playback stop.....

I love you... I'm sorry for all the things that I've said. I've been such a bad person.

God have mercy on me, 'cause I know I don't...